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10 May 2011 @ 07:09 am
Yes, I am still alive after all the job hunting, coworker killing, and abusing. After I graudate from college last summer, I got a fullo time job and my BJD family doubled its size. I had to make lots of money to feed them, dress them and yes, feed myself and dress myself also. But I am still here, still writing fanfic. In fact, since I took an unexpected break from this journal, it's time for me to upload a new fic, and a new chapter of my ongoing fics. But it is still in the process of wrapping up the chapter, proofread, and make sure it is at least no typo and the grammar is correct. I guess I'm just keep changing things and never get them done. But I am working on them. Yes, I am talking about the several fics that I have been working on. I have been sick lately, physically and mentally and that kept me from thinking right and write my new stories and ongoing fics nicely. But they are coming up!
09 August 2010 @ 04:14 am

This is a fanfic written in the memory of Jasmine You. I hope everyone like it. We miss you and love you, Jasmine.

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Current Mood: sadsad
19 July 2010 @ 06:41 am
Oh my god! After dragging on this fic for months since there were a lot happened in the life. But I finally sat down and finished the one shot. I am so happy! Now all that's left is editiing and proofread then it's complete! I can't wait for that to happen, but now I would need sleep to let my brain rest. Oyasumi.
Current Mood: accomplishedaccomplished
27 April 2010 @ 05:35 am
As I thought of finishing Last Snow part 2 or other fic, my Kaya muse became rather depressed and demanded me to write a new fic. I had to obey and now working on a rather depressing one. However, as I write, I seem to share the feeling Kaya muse has and I just wanted to cry. The feeling of losing someone very important is painful, especially if that is a person who had a magic touch to your life and your dream.

That's an awful thought, to imagine Kaya's sadness over losing his beloved sister and friend who was so close to him and worked together. I guess, just like what he said, he's a songstress, there is nothing he could do but keep singing. And I am nothing more than a fangirl and a fic writer. All I can do is keep Jasmine in my heart and never forget him, and keep writing since that's what a writer do, right?
Current Mood: sadsad
26 March 2010 @ 01:24 am
I don't know why, this morning I woke up with a horny Kaya muse speaking to me, so now I am having some ideas for a pwp in my head all day long, and I am trying to write it out. Hopfully I can do that since it would be the first smut I am going to write. It's just strange how I want my Kaya muse speak to me how he wants to make fun of Kamijo in Baby shop, but I got something completely different. I am not saying I hate this evil Kaya, but then it really bugs me and I can't work on the fics that I have been trying to finish. ^^;;;;
04 December 2009 @ 05:26 am

Last Snow part 2... in process.

I still have a whole bunch of ideas I want to turn into fanfic. All I need is time now, which I don't until at least 2 weeks later. At least, I have a fair good idea now how to write Last Snow.

By the way, I am so behind on the fics that I was reading. I feel bad. (><) But I can't help it. There are always way too much to read for my wine class that I just spend all of my spare time catching on the a million other stuff than sit down to read, esp. I spend more than in the sitting room now instead of my bedroom, so it's just a no to read fic while everyone walking around with a baby screaming "I want Elmo & Duck", "I want Super Why" or always mess with my laptop and will not quit calling Matenrou Opera's Ayame LEGS. That's right, a 2 year old kid. Fangirls Ayame, calling Teru LEGS, and keeps saying Kaya is cute. Totally handful because she is way too smart for a 2 year old child. She's constantly keeping me from working on fics and upsetting Princess Elan by bugging her while TV drama is on. Well... at least these days I seem to get more ideas and inspiration from BJDs, and I don't even know how. ^^;;;
12 October 2009 @ 05:13 pm

I finally got enough inspiration to write a complete chapter! It took sooo long to organize my thought to put my mental pictures into something one can read! Over the past 2-3 years, I have been having a hard time to produce a fanfic that I think is good enough to post online, and now here is it my new chapter fic. I just don't write anything over PG 16, but I decided to give it a try since it should fit in the setting nicely. It's a trial, and I hope it looks ok.
Special thanks todakishimeru666  for her Very Merry Explicit Dictionary. You know what I mean, Rose. XD


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Current Music: Last Snow-- Kaya
17 July 2009 @ 10:36 pm

Lately I've been reading fics that I meant to read for a long time, and then I remember that I didn't finish Tarariri's Co-Addicted. Well, no, I actually finished reading it but I didn't read the last sequel which supposed to be a tale of Mana's past with Gackt. I didn't get to read his other fics too. It bugs me all the time that I read the fic and I don't get to finish it. Too bad his account is deleted and I can't find the wonderfully written Co-Addicted to read. I can only found the first 3 chapters and the pre-sequel. T.T I wish he's returning to the Kaya comm since he's nice and his fics are great. ^^

09 May 2009 @ 04:47 pm
Oh nozes!! I got the songs from Enchainted stuck in my head every time I try to sit down and write Daikanyama Love Express! Every time I think of the movie, I thought of Kamijo. How in the world that man able to say he's hook onto Enchainted movie soundtrack when he knows perfectly everyone goes his way and pretend he's really a vampire!? O.O;;; It just... argh! I can't put Vampire Kamijo and lovely Disney movies together. -.-;;; It's beyond scary to think instead of playing Paul Marriaut or Richard Clayderman in the background, it was Amy Adams singing the Happy Working Song... O.O;;;;

I started to think on the way home from work today, does D's cameraman hate Ruiza-nii so much that there was almost NO closeup for Ruiza in Kuon PV, and only 1 closeup... or like 2-3 seconds dedicated to him in Snow White PV and had Tsune-ane especially handsome in Birth but not enough Ruiza shots. It's kind of unfair I think. But then again, poor Hide-zou and Hiroki got the same treatment in those PV too didn't they. Asagi bad bad stole all the attention from cameraman! lol

Odd that lately I've been having so much free time and still feel like I can't get anything done. I guess it's probably because my BJD Princess Elan "creepy" Carmilla de Candy Run is giving me too much to do, and then there are all these old TV games that I still have to beat to make myself feels good. I don't mean old games as in sometime released last year. I am refering to games released in 2002 or so. And then a real baby running in the house abusing me every single day. lol
Current Mood: *scream*
Current Music: Kaya-- 鏡鬼
21 April 2009 @ 08:18 pm
This is bad... I was so stressed out by the school lately. I don't have much to do, but everything I need to do is time comsuming and troublesome. I hate it. I couldn't focus on my writing when I sit down to write. I supposed I need some fresh air, or away from that trouble and stressful family to be able to relax and think. I have so much ideas but I just couldn't write them out. I hate it.
Current Mood: stressedstressed