That's an awful thought, to imagine Kaya's sadness over losing his beloved sister and friend who was so close to him and worked together. I guess, just like what he said, he's a songstress, there is nothing he could do but keep singing. And I am nothing more than a fangirl and a fic writer. All I can do is keep Jasmine in my heart and never forget him, and keep writing since that's what a writer do, right?
I still have a whole bunch of ideas I want to turn into fanfic. All I need is time now, which I don't until at least 2 weeks later. At least, I have a fair good idea now how to write Last Snow.
Last Snow part 2... in process.
By the way, I am so behind on the fics that I was reading. I feel bad. (><) But I can't help it. There are always way too much to read for my wine class that I just spend all of my spare time catching on the a million other stuff than sit down to read, esp. I spend more than in the sitting room now instead of my bedroom, so it's just a no to read fic while everyone walking around with a baby screaming "I want Elmo & Duck", "I want Super Why" or always mess with my laptop and will not quit calling Matenrou Opera's Ayame LEGS. That's right, a 2 year old kid. Fangirls Ayame, calling Teru LEGS, and keeps saying Kaya is cute. Totally handful because she is way too smart for a 2 year old child. She's constantly keeping me from working on fics and upsetting Princess Elan by bugging her while TV drama is on. Well... at least these days I seem to get more ideas and inspiration from BJDs, and I don't even know how. ^^;;;
I finally got enough inspiration to write a complete chapter! It took sooo long to organize my thought to put my mental pictures into something one can read! Over the past 2-3 years, I have been having a hard time to produce a fanfic that I think is good enough to post online, and now here is it my new chapter fic. I just don't write anything over PG 16, but I decided to give it a try since it should fit in the setting nicely. It's a trial, and I hope it looks ok.
Special thanks todakishimeru666 for her Very Merry Explicit Dictionary. You know what I mean, Rose. XD
( On to the wintery taleCollapse )
Lately I've been reading fics that I meant to read for a long time, and then I remember that I didn't finish Tarariri's Co-Addicted. Well, no, I actually finished reading it but I didn't read the last sequel which supposed to be a tale of Mana's past with Gackt. I didn't get to read his other fics too. It bugs me all the time that I read the fic and I don't get to finish it. Too bad his account is deleted and I can't find the wonderfully written Co-Addicted to read. I can only found the first 3 chapters and the pre-sequel. T.T I wish he's returning to the Kaya comm since he's nice and his fics are great. ^^
I started to think on the way home from work today, does D's cameraman hate Ruiza-nii so much that there was almost NO closeup for Ruiza in Kuon PV, and only 1 closeup... or like 2-3 seconds dedicated to him in Snow White PV and had Tsune-ane especially handsome in Birth but not enough Ruiza shots. It's kind of unfair I think. But then again, poor Hide-zou and Hiroki got the same treatment in those PV too didn't they. Asagi bad bad stole all the attention from cameraman! lol
Odd that lately I've been having so much free time and still feel like I can't get anything done. I guess it's probably because my BJD Princess Elan "creepy" Carmilla de Candy Run is giving me too much to do, and then there are all these old TV games that I still have to beat to make myself feels good. I don't mean old games as in sometime released last year. I am refering to games released in 2002 or so. And then a real baby running in the house abusing me every single day. lol